My mind has been consumed with sadness lately. I knew why, but didn't want to say. I try to have no expectations, but in reality I know I do. I'm terrified of them not happening; of getting hurt. Then again nothing ever happens the way people plan it out to be. But these thoughts of failure run through my mind and are the reason that I can't sleep at night. I know I'm strong, and if it comes down to it I can live through the pain as I do each and every day.
On a happier note my friend Jamie and I got tickets to see Death Cab For Cutie in August. It overwhelmed me with joy; something that I was in need of. And no one can take that away from me.
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