June 27

So I'm kind of disappointed in myself for missing so many days on this blog recently, and I have no good excuse for it. Anyways, a few days ago my aunt came to visit from California and for the first time in years my family actually sat down and ate together. It was really strange to have my mom, dad, brother, and I sitting down for a meal together again. We used to have a family dinner every night before my parents got divorced and now most nights I just make myself something and eat alone. I think some kids don't realize how lucky they are to have a family who is together and to have a family who sits down and eats with each other. It's something that a lot of kids complain about and I used to as well, but now I'd love to have that in my life again.

The other night I randomly went to the Dispatch concert in Boston. I wish I had brought my camera. I'm glad I went though. Young the Giant opened for them and I had only known a few of their songs, but I was really impressed with how they sounded live. Personally I think it's better then how they sound recorded. The lead singer, Sameer Gadhia, got so into his music. There is nothing more sexy to me then to see a guy be so into what he is doing and not care what he looks like or what people are thinking. I think that is why I'm so attracted to guys who play instruments.

Have you ever noticed how one person can be three completely different people; who they are by themselves, who they are with you, and who they are around other people such as their friends or strangers. In a perfect world I think people would be the same person in all three scenarios, but that's not the norm. And what happens if you really like one side of a person, but dislike the other? And does that mean a person is fake around other people, or fake with you, or fake with themselves? But you will never know what the person is like when they are just with themselves unless that's the real person they are in every situation no matter who is there. I didn't write this idea like I wanted to because I'm kind of in a rush. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately.