It's quite annoying when you don't get the reaction or answer you want from someone. Disappointing in a way. Like they let you down; you expected more of them.
I've returned to school. This morning I woke up still at home in the comfort of my own bed. I wrapped myself tightly in my comforter, not wanting to leave the state I was in of warmth, comfort, and security. It felt like if I took one step onto the floor it would be shattered. Of course I eventually got up. Back to reality, but it's more like fantasy here at school. At school we live in this world that is unique to any other. You see your best friends 24/7. If you do things right, you have little consequences to your actions. Nothing really shocks you anymore. I feel that this is the only place that your mind will think like that because the real world is nothing like it. I can remember my first night freshman year. My eyes wide open taking in my surroundings, whispering to myself "is this real." For four years we live in this oasis of whatever we make it to be. And then it's over.
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