Reactions. Why does my heart still beat like this; ferociously as if it wants to rip out of my chest. I don't want to feel. Numb. No pain. I don't want to physically feel my heart breaking again and again. Desperately wanting to shut myself off from it all, but it seems impossible. I just repeat over and over in my mind, "you feel nothing, you feel nothing, you feel nothing." Maybe, maybe with enough repetition it will be true. I need it to be true.
Have I mentioned how much I despise facebook.
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