I know what I want to write about today, but I don't know how to put it into words. When you trust someone you have a confidence in them, a confidence that they will be there for you and that they wont betray you in any way. I feel like you can only trust yourself completely. To put your feelings and your heart into another person's hands is scary, trusting that they wont crush them. I've done it before a number of times and have been crushed so now I feel like the best thing is to be guarded. This way I am protecting myself, which is the thing that matters most. The people who I truly trust in this world are friends who have been by my side for many years. I guess people need to prove themselves to be trustworthy to me, but that can take a very long time. I am very confused right now in my life because I don't know what or who to believe. I know it will all work itself out in the end and life will go on, but I don't know what that life will be.
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