Stay Classy '09
People perceive me as being such a strong person, but little do they know how weak I feel inside. I put up a facade because I don't want people to know how much pain I am in. I want people to think I am doing fine, even if I'm not. After everything that has happened to me, all my friends are amazed with how "ok" I'm doing, but the thing is I'm not. I hide it from everyone. I guess I'm also trying to hide it from myself too. I don't know if it's because I have gone through a breakup before so I know how to deal with it, but pretending to be ok is something I have done my whole life. People were shocked to know that things weren't going well in my relationship because I would act like everything was going great when it wasn't. I don't like people to see that I am a weak and vulnerable person so I put on a happy face and act like nothing happened. Some people I know thought my life was "perfect," but I know that it is far from that. So I may act like everything is perfect and when you ask me how I'm doing I will say "fine," but I am most likely not telling the truth. I'm not fine. I'm not ok.
you really got a hold on me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAvnOWc5uD0&feature=related
I started a tumblr too. Here's the link -----> http://fallingtoreasoningwhy.tumblr.com/
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